I wanna love you, but I better not touch
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you, but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison

One look could kill
My pain, your thrill

I used to laugh it off
I used to look the other way
I used to save them troubles for another day
I kept my fingers crossed
I used to never take the blame
I'd pull a sunshine story in a pouring rain
The more I had to change I'd just stay the same

You don't know what you got till you're missing it a lot
I had to go throw it away
I was wrong from the start from the bottom of my heart I apologize
What I did to you was hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful

Why did I stay here stay for so long
When we're so far gone
I feel so stupid taking this fall
I should have seen it known all along
I won't break this silence we've shared for so long
I will be strong

What could you possibly want from me
Can't you see I'm already gone
Everything we thought we'd be
I still don't feel sorry for this loss

Sitting here I waste a day
While the memories fade away
You know I expected
So much more from you...

So who was I to hurt you
To desert you
When you needed me there
So now that you've learned to hate me
You've finally set free
I fall to my knees

And I'm breathing slowly
Like you said to do when you had lost control
My head spins from God's wind
That carries you away from me
Looks like you got away from me
This time
For good...